RegRET...

People can do and say anything when angry.. but smetimes they not realize what they do n what they said will hurt smeone or anybody..
myb some people will assume i'm very childish.. but they don't know the truth.
its ok for me.. bcoz i don't want all people know everything about me.. i juz story about my life and my memories to some people that i trust and i always hope they do not pass my black memory to smeone else..

its really hurt and shame when stranger know about our bad background, right.. i take so long to stand up wif confidence self and new life.. unexpected and really hurt when some stranger get all people know about that rubbish thing..

i can accept if smeone close wif me try to remind me about anything include about my life and mysilf.. and i'm very apprieciate when they try to fulfill my needs.. i'm admit if anything happend bcoz of me.. but i'm REALLY2 regret, upset and frust when that person make some playful with my dignity. its so hurt..

i keep wif carefully all their secret and i'm not story for everyone eventhough my hubby.. but i'm really can't expect when my secret that can make me sick, find out by the stranger....
even i'm not like the other gud gulz, but i'm still have pride.. i'm still hope all people respect wif me like what i do..

usually people will say tht if 2parties get some crisis, the middle should get info from both parties.. not juz take it as a simple thing. we can't know the truth if juz listen from one side..

if i said u ar my family.. i will always trying to give some priority for u..
u make some conclusion n give all rubbish word without know the truth. gud job.. if u juz assume me as ur bluddy frens, find.. u don't know who ar u for me..
when all people blame on u, i try to give some support for u.. nevermind.. i know who i'm..
w/out any explanation from my side.. u make ur own cnclusion..
w/out listen the true story... u get ur own result..
w/out rational.. u said i'm childish and all bustard words...
nevermind...

i'm agree wif ur statemnt...
"biar org buat kita.. jgn kita buat org..".
i pray.. u can't find out situation like this..
i pray.. all people will not make sme playful wif ur dignity..
and i always pray the truth will be reveale..